Its pretty amazing to see couple walking around, feeling so love.
=)
I got this "so loved" feeling when I saw a couple kissing in the bus terminal, bidding goodbye..
Aww.. Isnt it sweet to see that?
But of course, I dont like to say goodbye.
(Because I cant see him for another 43 days. argh)

But isnt it great? T know that there is someone there for you.. When you needed him or her?
If you have problems, you can share with him or her?
When you want company, he or she will there there, always?

I always feel happy to know that friends around me are getting attached, or simply have liking for someone..
Because I know it feels good to love and be loved..

But...
How complicated relationship can be?
Isn't it just involve "I love you and you love me"?
Why isn't that seems to be true anymore?

Why does it hurt so much to see ur love one doing the wrong thing, and the worse is that he doesnt know you are hurting?
Why does it hurt to see ur love one doing the wrong thing over and over again?
Why does it hurt to see ur love one doing the things he likes to do, but you dont like it in any way?
Why does it hurt so much when you cant seem to trust him anymore?
And why.. is that you dun trust him anymore but you still wanna be with him?
Is it because you still love him?
But..
Can someone define "LOVE" to me?
I have asked myself many times, what is LOVE.
And I still dont have the answer.
Its because the answer always change.
And when I ask Dar what is LOVE, we will come to a conclusion that, LOVE is when I'm with you.

I'm with you..
I feel..
Happy.. just to see your face..
Happy.. Just to see you smile..
Happy.. Just to see you get so excited just because I have a lil' surprise gift.
Happy..... Just when I am with you..
And when you are not physically there with me,
I will smile when I think of you.. all the things u have done for me..
and when you kiss me thru he phone, i can feel the kiss on my cheeks(kinda eerie but true!)

Maybe that is hw u feel when u're in love.
I dunno.. at least that is how i feel.
Do you?

So..
If there is no trust anymore..
Can a relationship still be the way it was?
How different will that be?
No trust.. so.. where ever he go.. you will be worried..?
or rather, will you feel angry?
knowing that he is going to do things that you dun like?
And when u feel angry, isnt that feeling unhappy?
And when there is no trust and in long term, u feel unhappy, so is there still LOVE?

I dunno why..
I always feel unhappy when people around me is unhappy about their relationship.
And then, they will just assume that they are unhappy, because the other partner do not understand them.

But does anyone ever thought of this..
If u say that your partner does not understand you..
In the first place, do you understand him?
Do you really know what he really wants?
Or you always assume and presume?
Is that what he really wants?

And so if u really understand him, then you should know why and what is he doing that for.
Everything happens for a reason..
So why not try searching an answer from yourself, rather than pushing all blame to your partner,
and just keep saying that irresponsible excuse of "HE DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!!!!".

Hais..
I am really upset to see ppl around me feeling unhappy because of relationship, but this kinda things is rather difficult to help.
Because it either i will say "If u dun feel happy with him, why still wanna be with him"? Or "Why not listen to him why he did that for"?
Firstly, it will sound like I wanna break them up, or if not, ppl will think that I am siding either the guy or the girl, and I am not being supportive.. bla bla..

Difficult position isnt it?

Bleah.
Sometimes I really don know what to do.
How?
Sometimes I really dont know what to do.
I dun know.